27 of 52 Up against the wall

...is how I feel when choices r no longer left in my hands. At the moment the military is controlling every aspect of my life, I'm not sure nor will I ever understand why they take so long to get off their high horse and jump into action like they expect from their airmen. If they say jump; we're already in the air b4 we know it. When WE want answers, it's HURRY UP AND WAIT! I'm so sick of the military life sometimes and how they treat the men and woman who sacrifice so much for them, they sacrifice, themselves, their families, their time, their joy, sometimes even their happiness. All for what? To have an uncertain future? To be waiting in the wings? Waking a tight rope. I love the life I have been living due to the military but it did not come without great sacrifice on my behalf and on my husbands. Now I'll go back to my corner and wait some more.

TGIF!